Things that just hit you (not in the violent way mind you)

There are some things in life that just make you think "Wow! That's just amazing" or "My life will never be the same after this, I am grateful". But what things can hit you that way? Someone important? A video game? A movie? A song? There is a girl who hits me this way and personally she means so much to me that just being around her makes me feel like I am there. I never have the sense of existing because let's face it, people treat me like a pointless shadow. They don't notice me, nor do they take the chance to even talk to me. I'm just someone that people are afraid of. But around this girl, it's different. She's not afraid of me, and apparently I make her happy. But what irritates me is that me and her never get to spend any time alone together because every time I go to her house now, she brings another friend over. I cannot be there if there is someone else there. because then i get excluded from conversations. I am sure many people would understand that because they too have been excluded from conversations because the person they are around is talking to someone else about something that your not a part of. Well to put it in terms of understanding, she wants me to talk to her, but I cannot talk to her because all I see in her eyes is fear. Why is everyone so afraid of me? I do not plan on harming anyone. The girl's name is Brooke McAndrews, if you have something to say about that girl, then keep it to your self because this is a blog about kindness and understanding. Not slander and hatred. Out of anyone I have ever met, she was the first who wants to actually be around me and actually talk to me like I DON'T have depression. Which no one else ever does. They always treat me like an outcast just because they are too afraid to talk to someone with depression. I am always alone because people don't want me around. But now Brooke doesn't even talk to me. Apparently people have been telling her to stay away from me! Is that truly how society wants me to be? Is that truly how society itself wants to treat others? Do you want to be cruel-hearted? To lose their respect for you and lose the kindness of others? I do not think anyone in this world wants to be treated so badly so why treat anyone that way? Because your friends think it's cool?! Do you think it makes YOU cool?! It makes you a cruel-hearted, selfish, uncaring, no-souled, coward! But I am not here to bash people, I am here to talk about what's hard hitting. Something that is hard hitting for me are those quotes that just leave you speechless. Sometimes you just hear a quote and it makes you feel better. Sometimes you hear song lyrics in the actual song (not in your damn facebook status because putting lyrics in your status is lame and stupid) hit you emotionally. Many things in this world are loved for how they impact others emotionally. Drugs, alcohol, and sex before graduation is pointless. Your just being disgraceful, because it effect people emotionally not in the good way, but in the bad way. Stop being a disgrace.

School's Future: The Dream That Can Never Be Fulfilled

My vision for a school of the future would be that everyone has stopped being so arrogant towards others. They walk around acting all high and mighty, treating others like they're worthless compared to them, when they don't even know the person. There are many people in this school who end up sitting alone at lunch or hang out with people they don't want to hang out with at lunch, because of other people. They have to hang out with people who do things that they don't like because they just want to feel like they have a friend. The ones they are around, may even be so rude as to try and indulge them into doing exactly what they are doing, which ends with changing their personality and those who actually liked that person because of their personality, end up leaving. My vision of school is that it will be free from discouragement. It will have classes for different kinds of teaching. Not different teaching as in special needs, but different teaching as in separate classes of the same course that have the kinds of students who DON'T want to be in school, and another class for those who DO. Class should not be constantly interrupted just because the person wants to make a fool of themselves. If they want to stall class and pause learning, then go to a different class that wouldn't matter if that happened. Exams are hard for some people, but it shouldn't be complained about. It's just a final test, deal with it. Get it over with and pass the class if it is so hard to be in school. But you should enjoy learning from school because it can help you in the long run. You could become successful and could even become a new teacher of the school you were once taught at. You could even possibly teach the things YOU wanted to learn in your past school years. There are some things in school, that they do not teach you outside, but there are some things outside, that they do not teach you in school. Perhaps in the future we might combine those lessons together and make a school everyone can enjoy. Perhaps one day we can all enjoy school, but what we should hope for, is everyone around the world to be able to go to school and enjoy it.

Commercial Implications

To the ones who make he commercial, it is worth it. To the ones who watch it, they can see it as outrageous or incredibly stupid. Which side I am on, I cannot decide. One part of me says it's the viewers fault for being so gullible towards commercial advertisement. He says that if they want to buy some pointless product instead of buying something that has importance and significance, then that is their own stupidity and they should be looked down upon for not using their brain. Another part of me says that it's good that they buy those products. He also says it's fun to see the commercials during super bowls to see what entertaining ideas the companies can come up with. He enjoys seeing either the comically stupid and funny commercials, as well as the animated ones because of all the colors and magnificent ideas the companies use to endorse their products. I, on the other hand, find these commercials neither great or stupid. I just think they are there to get people to buy, as well as inform them of a wide span of products that they could either want or ignore. It's not necessarily stupid to buy the products, but it is still stupid. But at least they are making a living with the money they earn for spending so much money to begin with. If people want to pay tons of money to get their commercials on during the super bowl, then fine. They are free to do as they may. As for how much money is spent during the super bowl NOW compared to the past, it's easy to explain. In the past lots of people were active, so the super bowl wasn't such a big deal. But now, so many people are becoming lazy and do not wish to play sports, so instead, they wait for the biggest sport day of all for the national lazy-guy-sits-on-couch-and-watches sport, football. Since we live in an age of lazy people who prefer watching others be active, the super bowl is the best day to take advantage of them. Therefore, people spend more money now then in the past, because there is more of a population to entertain and persuade.

The CSI Effect

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w9_4szyx8IU



I have posted the link to this compilation of clips from one of my favourite shows, House MD. It shows a good example that medical examinations do not really happen this way. Not that much drama as to what is House, as well as not as much disregard for the patience that is being examined in the clinic. Normal doctors would neither be cruel or ignorant towards their patients. They would instead, examing the patient to the best of their ability and diagnose the problem, even if the patient thought it was something more severe. This is the example we have come up with for contructed reality in the media.

Media Dependency

One thing I am most dependant on is Internet. It is the only way I am best at communicating and sharing my opinions as proven with my writing and blogging skills. I am good at public speaking but even better at personal writing. Something that I am not dependant on whatsoever is the news and newspapers. New I am not dependant on because it is boring and never seems interesting. Newspaper is a different story. The reason why I am not dependant on it is because of the printing ink smell on it. It makes me drowsy, and can make me pass out. Reason why I pass out is because I can't breathe because of the smell, so it's basically like suffocating. Which leads to the possibility of the smell actually killing me. How joyous. Something I have not become that dependant on is cellphones. I gave up on those after the May Incident. Saw no reason to use a cellphone after that day.

Photo Retouching

To my knowledge, photo retouching seems to be effecting many people in society. Whether it be the feeling of not being beautiful enough, or feeling as though society is just filled with fake people. Although that can be taken to a real stand point considering most people are fake. They don't act like themselves yet they claim they are. If they were themselves would they not see everyone as a good person to talk to. Everyone is interesting, whether it be for personality or looks. Therefore, people who realize this concept, feel insecure and unnatural about themselves when their picture is retouched. People should have a choice as to whether or not their picture gets retouched. Even when they agree, they should at least know what is being retouched, just incase they desire to change their mind. Insecurity is actually one leading cause of suicide. Shall we continue to kill people in return for editing their photos and making them just a fake? People should be okay with their beauty and the people around them as well. Everyone deserves a chance, that includes giving them the chance to be happy in their own skin.

Explanation of blog page name

Okay so this is my explanation (obviously because of the title of the post) as to WHY I chose this title as my blog spot page title.



Now some people may find this either strange, creepy, or impossible but it IS the truth. I have not just one concious, but 3. I am not talking about multiple personalities because with multiple personalities, you can actually remember what you do and say during those moments of switched persona. I have a different version. I am basically a 3-in-1 kind of person. # souls, 3 minds, 3 voices, 3 people, all in one body. Now you may find this very strange and creepy. You could also think that it is a lie. But it is in fact the opposite. It is the truth and I live through it every day. I shall explain it by letting all 3 of us speak.




First is me, Aaron, the one you all know, and the one you all ignore and outcast. That's right, everyone does. They cannot say they don't outcast me because they don't know me, because it still counts if they don't know me. So anywho, back on topic. I am the more logical one out of the three. I enjoy talking to people but I am very quiet unless spoken to. I can't really look people in the eyes because of my sadness and feeling that people will leave me all alone or hit me.

Next is ME! Call me Kitty, nothing more, nothing less! I like my name and so should you! I am energetic sometimes and I desire more entertainment then the other two. They bore me with all their intellect. But my answers are always random. Nor do they have a point. I tend to say things that are random as well, people find it weird and it's funny to see their reactions and their facial expressions. I enjoy dancing and singing in public, it keeps me occupied so that people don't say I am rambling. But I do tend to get told to shut up for being "annoying".

Finally, there is me. I am called Torment by those I effect. The reason why is because my negativity, along with my insight on society, gets people thinking, which torments their mind to the point that they, themselves, get as depressing as me until something picks up their mood. My comments are always negative yet are sometimes filled with insightful thoughts and analysis of the thoughts of others/society.