Things that just hit you (not in the violent way mind you)

There are some things in life that just make you think "Wow! That's just amazing" or "My life will never be the same after this, I am grateful". But what things can hit you that way? Someone important? A video game? A movie? A song? There is a girl who hits me this way and personally she means so much to me that just being around her makes me feel like I am there. I never have the sense of existing because let's face it, people treat me like a pointless shadow. They don't notice me, nor do they take the chance to even talk to me. I'm just someone that people are afraid of. But around this girl, it's different. She's not afraid of me, and apparently I make her happy. But what irritates me is that me and her never get to spend any time alone together because every time I go to her house now, she brings another friend over. I cannot be there if there is someone else there. because then i get excluded from conversations. I am sure many people would understand that because they too have been excluded from conversations because the person they are around is talking to someone else about something that your not a part of. Well to put it in terms of understanding, she wants me to talk to her, but I cannot talk to her because all I see in her eyes is fear. Why is everyone so afraid of me? I do not plan on harming anyone. The girl's name is Brooke McAndrews, if you have something to say about that girl, then keep it to your self because this is a blog about kindness and understanding. Not slander and hatred. Out of anyone I have ever met, she was the first who wants to actually be around me and actually talk to me like I DON'T have depression. Which no one else ever does. They always treat me like an outcast just because they are too afraid to talk to someone with depression. I am always alone because people don't want me around. But now Brooke doesn't even talk to me. Apparently people have been telling her to stay away from me! Is that truly how society wants me to be? Is that truly how society itself wants to treat others? Do you want to be cruel-hearted? To lose their respect for you and lose the kindness of others? I do not think anyone in this world wants to be treated so badly so why treat anyone that way? Because your friends think it's cool?! Do you think it makes YOU cool?! It makes you a cruel-hearted, selfish, uncaring, no-souled, coward! But I am not here to bash people, I am here to talk about what's hard hitting. Something that is hard hitting for me are those quotes that just leave you speechless. Sometimes you just hear a quote and it makes you feel better. Sometimes you hear song lyrics in the actual song (not in your damn facebook status because putting lyrics in your status is lame and stupid) hit you emotionally. Many things in this world are loved for how they impact others emotionally. Drugs, alcohol, and sex before graduation is pointless. Your just being disgraceful, because it effect people emotionally not in the good way, but in the bad way. Stop being a disgrace.